| Wow, so had a shitty break but today so made up for it.. Got a call at 10:30 this morning to find out that i got a job to work at camp kennybrook, so now i will be doing that this summer as rope corse person and counselor so im SUPER pumped for that now i just hope that my friend Hope gets the job there toooo cause thatt would be splediiiidddd, buttt that isnt even the best part of my day.. i met Megan for lunch and then TINA showed upppp!!! Sooo excitinggggg , she surprisedd mee, annddd thennnn later that day i got to see Mother Laurie!!! They mean sooo much to me i doubt they even know it<3333  Ahhhh sooo exciting you dontt even knowwwww, thought i wasnt going to see them  , but i did so thats awesomee and made my whole entire break.. (( All the times you stood be me
All the pain you wiped away
All the things you ever said
I think back how you carried me
And you never once have doubted me
And you were my
My hero through it all
I thank you for the moments of your life
And never giving up on me
And you held me through it all
And you never let me fall
And you let me fly away
And you always believed
I think back how you overcame
All the times you could have slipped
The way you fought the winds of change
All the times your wings were clipped
You taught me how to reach the stars
You taught me how to heal my scars
And you were my
My hero through it all
I thank you for the moments of your life
And never giving up on me
And you held me through it all
And you never let me fall
And you let me fly away
And you always believed in me))
soo now i have to start packing to go back to school wednesdayyyy wohooo, & i have a dentist appt tommarow yiiikess haa well i hope i can get my tooth thingy fixed cuz i lost the filling like 3 months agoooo.. owwy, hmm we start soccer when i get back and coach said we are running alot.. yuckk ill be puking alot Ha oh joyy, soooo excited to take all these psych classes but nottt wanting 11 books oh boy...Hmm i need to change the way i do some things this semesterrr.. Study , Take care of myself better hmm yess think so.. Gosh i need to stop being a fuckup. "I know one day, all our scars will disappear, like the stars at dawn and all of our pain, will fade away when morning comes and on that day when we look backwards we will see, that everything is changed and all of our trials, will be as milestones on the way and as long as we live, every scar is a bridge to someone's broken heart and there's no greater love, than that one shed his blood for his friends on that day all of the scales will swing to set all the wrongs to right all of our tears, and all of our fears will take to flight but until then all of our scars will still remain, but we've learned that if we'll open the wounds and share them then soon they start to heal as long as we live" "We ask God to show up, we pray prayers of rescue. Perhaps God would ask us to be that rescue, to be his body, to move for things that matter. He is not invisible when we come alive. I might be simple but more and more, I believe God works in love, speaks in love,& is revealed in our love." You got under her skin & in her system; You're like the drug she hates but can't stop taking; the thing she loves the most but you're killing her slowly Well, I swear to God we've been down this road before
The guilts no good, and it only shames us more
And the truths that we all try to hide, are so much clearer when its not our lives
When we don't face the blame
Won't you (get on your knees)
Have faith and believe
in this lie with us all.
now my body's on the floor and I am calling, well I'm calling out to you,
can you hear me now??
It's not rebellion when you're selling out to an out of fashion salesman
Our promising lives, are full of empty promises
Temptations falling and calling you home again
well I'm sorry, if we've let you down
Won't you (get on your knees)
Have faith and believe
in this lie with us all.
now my body's on the floor and I am calling, well I'm calling out to you
can you hear me now??
Now my bodys on the floor and I am crawling, I'm crawling out to you
can you feel me now???
What's wrong, what's wrong, what's wrong
Now my bodys on the floor and I am calling, well i'm calling out to you.
Faith keeps me alive I have no fear of drowning, it's the breathing thats taking all this work Do you know what i mean when i say idontwannabealone |
